shades of grey

its hard to stay positive when the weather that surrounds you is so dark. its almost noon, and its as grey outside now as it was at 7. those who willingly choose to live in this seattle type environment, i don't see how you do it. the wet streets. the cold wind. i'm ready for a change. 

i close tonight, which is always such a bittersweet shift. great for making money (usually), but bad for the social life. work is becoming such a burden to me lately. i've been at the same place in the same position for about 2 1/2 years now. this is by far the longest job i've held, and i can honestly say its done me well. but lately, it seems to be more of a 'stuck' feeling. i need to change it up. i'm still waiting on the possible promotion, but no word yet. fingers are definitely crossed though. 

i suppose i will commence with the daily routine now. brush teeth. shower. dry hair. straighten hair. iron clothes. put lucy in cage. work. break. work. dinner with my love. sleep. life.